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I don’t about how anyone else feels, but I felt like drawing my own. I feel like this more often than I want to, and I’m currently on the brink of just giving up altogether…it hurts like hell feeling left out of things or not being included, or just the feeling of being forgotten or ignored in general…I really want to just throw in the towel and abandon all ties to some people so I never have to feel this way…but I still have a small spark of hope somewhere that won’t let me quit no matter how much I’d really like to…so…I guess I’ll just wait and see..
This was me all my life. I feel this so much… but I finally found someone that fills that hole and makes me feel so important! I love him to fucking death. He is my best friend and husband. Please know that there WILL be someone out there who will make you their everything, their world, their life. It takes time and effort but it’s achievable. Never give up. Please, I beg you. Hell, I’ll be your friend shellyshockz. I don’t mind. ^^ I believe in making everyone feel special in their own unique way. :3
I just wanted to reblog this and say thank you for saying such encouraging and thoughtful words. And I’m very happy that hole is filled for you!!
Does anyone else feel….weird.like not feeling like themselves
I’m not looking for perfection .. I’m looking for a person that will care as much as I do and get mad as much as I do and be weird as much as I am ..like be my lover and bestfriend…what’s so hard about that ? I give my all in everything I do and I profess my feelings and show you I’m here but I get nothing in return. SHOW THE WORLD YOUR HAPPY TO BE WITH ME don’t hide me from everyone then when they ask you wait till I answer…stuff like that hurts..I just need to be alone for a while.i need to love myself more than I should live anyone else….ugh 😞